paparan di dalam diari sufi

11 april, Rafiuddin's birthday. he is my best friend when i was in form1-form3.
everything change when we are not in the same class.
to replace all sadness, i went to shop with my friend, abe.

in the popular shop, i found a small but valuable book named "Diari Sufi"
i bought that small book..

when i read that book, i cried..cried and cried..
all about friend., love to God, parents and somebody.

all memories with Rafi came back into my mind..n i know, no body can replace him.
he is not my love, but my best friend..always be best friend..
happy birhtday rafi...all i call him, maskot...and he call me 'dore' or 'H2O'

i miss you, ma, pa, along, apit, 4special friends at uitm arau

now, im in lab..everything pressure my day..
nothing can solve...
even, i have friends who really understand me, but, i cant always be with him.
my mom n my dad, i really miss them..i am waiting for da day when i get out from the train and i can see them smile in front on the train's door.
waiting for that moment like waiting for thousand stars fall on my head.
my only sister n only brother...i am waiting ur joke..i am waiting ur laugh..
i miss both of you..i really proud to have siblings like 2 of you..

friends who really understand me, not here..they are at uitm arau..
i miss them..wani, jiha, a.k, yaya, ...
honestly, there is no body can replace 4 of you in my heart.

happy birthday along n apit

dh terlambat lah nk wish..aku tk smpat nk update blog sbb kt bilik wireless tk pat..
btw..

untuk along.
" selamat ari jadi, 23.... smoga along success slalu.."
eh..kt sini tak leh touching2..sbb aku dh call dh dia n sms dia.hehee..

untuk apit.
" selamat ari jadi,16...wish u can show to others that u r da best..."
pet, angah nak wish ko kt tepon, tak pat call number ko..pe kehe..ko ni asek tukar nombr ke ko tak cas tepon..ish..ish.ish..
tp angah dh sms kat papa so ko pandai2 lah ye...
heheh...

t bila dah cuti, aku janji kt along and apit..
aku akan bg adiah..tp tak tau lah nak guna duit apa sbb duit aku tak da..ahahhahaahhahahahah

::::ni tarikh ari jadi dorng
along- 31 march
apit-1 april..
dua hari brturut2, bagus betul..hehe...

happy birthday tu u..happy birthday tu u..happy birthday to along and apet, happy birthday tu u....
sincerely from angah@iqa@budak kenit(along panggil)@bawang putih(apet panggil)@bos kecik(mama panggil)@ketot(papa panggil) hhahahahaaa....

more happiness in my life...

dugaan demi dugaan aku hadapi sejak akhir2 ni...
pernah aku rasa dunia ni tk adil..tapi berkat doa seorang ibu, aku kembali kuat untuk teruskan hidup..mama pesan, Allah tak kan lupa pada yang tak lupa pada Nya.

dengan tekanan dlm study..
tambah lak ngn kesihatan aku y merundum sejak 2 minggu ni..
ari ni pun batuk tak elok2 brtambah teruk..
mana taknya, nak bercakap pun payah..semput..
gas lak dh beli y baru n kini 'dia' jd cm nyawa aku semula sjk sekian lama aku tak gunakan dia..
klu tak bawak gas, rasa cam nak mati je..

this week..full of test and presentation..
huhu..penat sangat..rasa cm klu aku dpt habiskan smua test ngn baik, mmg hebat...
huu..

dugaan demi dugaan..
namun aku ttp bahagia..
kerana ada dia...