tunggu...

everyday, im waiting for you..since that day, i can't stop thinking of you...
today, tenth day..............................

IQA tunggu...iqa tunggu...iqa tunggu...
tunggu apa?

tunggu siapa yang bakal menjadi pemimpin diri di hari tua..
tunggu siapa yang bakal manjaga diri di hari tua...
tunggu siapa yang bakal menerima aku seadanya...

you know what, i still can't forget that crazy person who can't see others happy..especially me..
now, i am waiting for a word come out from his mouth, "sorry"...
i am waiting for his tears...
aku menunggu segala penyesalan..
aku menunggu segala tangisan...
aku menunggu segala kesengsaraan...
aku menunggu segala keperitan...

dari si dia yang hanya bersorak melihat aku menangis, aku merayu, aku meratap, aku gagal untuk terus hidup...ye..dia bersorak bila melihat aku tewas dalam kehidupan aku sendiri..

so, skang, i am waiting..aku tunggu untuk bersorak bila semua tu kembali kepada dia...

for crazy man:

• i am happy now without you
• i am free now without you
• i am free from sickness now without you
• i still can smile without you
• i still can laugh without you
• i still can life without you
• but..
• i can't forgive you..NEVER IN MY FUTURE LIFE TO FORGIVE YOU..NEVER!!!
  

Tidak kenal dia...tidak!!!

"i love you" 3 simple words he teach me..meaningful...but now, it changed...''i hate you''

Maybe, i am so stupid to believe him.. i never thought that he will ruin my heart..never!!!!
6 months ago, his eyes...told me that he really love me..but it seems like a dream..a stupid dream...

a question for him, " kenapa perlu jumpa kalau untuk berpisah?"

i know he never open my blog since he said he bored with me...but i know his heart can hear wat im saying...


argh!!!!!!!!i am so stupid crying for him...why!!!! i can't stop...why!!!!

no more love for him, but i can't let him go without his tears...

listen man, you r very heartless..i don't know wat in your heart that make you hurt me...
now, i'm waiting for your tears to fall down deeply into the earth...

i know, you are not happy now..that make me happy you know...i'm happy when you cry because YOU ARE HAPPY TO MAKE ME CRY, RIGHT??????

YES, i know that your answer..don't try to make any excuse...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

selamat ulang tahun yang ke 21
semoga usia mu dipanjangkan, rezeki mu dimurahkan, hidup mu diberkati...
biar apa orang kata, yang penting apa hati kita kata...
jangan peduli apa orang anggap diri kita, yang penting apa yang kita tahu apa yang kita ada...

semoga jodoh yang pertemukan itu adalah yang terbaik...insyallah..
amin...

I THINK I KNOW YOU

I think I know you, but i'm so stupid to know you...to hear wat u say, to beleive all you promises....
I think I know you, but i'm so crazy to think always bout you, to pray for you, to cry for you...
I think I know you, but the fact is, I DON'T KNOW WHO ARE YOU...

biar sendu menyelubungi hati kecil, kerana tiada siapa yang peduli...
biar kegelapan melindungi cahaya, kerana tiada siapa yang peduli...
biar tangisan menjadi teman, kerana tiada siapa yang peduli...

Iqa ingat, iqa kenal dia..tapi hakikatnya dia tak seperti yang iqa kenal dulu...
dia manusia yang paling kejam pernah iqa kenal kat dunia ni..tak seperti dulu "dia manusia paling baik yang iqa kenal"...

sekarang, biar apa yang terjadi, menjadi pengajaran...mulanya, sukar untuk diterima kekecewaan atas kepercayaan yang hilang pada teman rapat sendiri...tp kini iqa sedar sesedarnya, biarpun sebagaimana rapatnya kita, jangan sesekali 100% percayakan dia...

kat sini, biarlah dia baca atau tidak blog ni, iqa nak dia tau satu benda, " once you break my heart, there is no more space for you even in my life... and don't ever try to involve in my 'new life' with a new heart that you may know, 'frend / ****'

tolonglah cuba dengar sekali...

pliz, at least listen once time...just listen wat im going to say..
or maybe u really hate my voice, pliz read my short sms...

im still worry about you..about everything that related to you..but i know that you never worry
about me anymore...no more..right?

im confuse about reason..on why you leave me without any word...

last time, i call you with my friend's number, you answer my call...
but once you hear me called your name, you switch off your phone..not only one, both of your phone..why?

i tried to msg you in myspace, but it seems like you block for my msg..why?

i call you with my number, you never answer even once for 20 times..
no reply for my sms that more than 20 for a day...

i've foward all your sms that you said you love me (not now anymore.), do you read them? or
you just deleted all them without open sms? why?

i've gave u everything, but why this is wat you give to me? why?

p/s : special for you... konsertountukibu.blogspot.com

THE NEW LIFE

hari ni dah masuk hari ke empat aku hidup di tempat baru..suasana baru..iaitu uitm penang.
mula2, banyak giler keje nak kena settle before register kt sini..n smpai skang ada lg mende y tak setle..
pening giler o...penat lak tu..
seb bek lah kt sini sumanya ada lif..klu tak , aku rasa sminggu pun aku bleh jd kurus..hehe...

mcm2 mende pelik terjadi time minggu pertama ni..
antaranya, bebudak laki kelas aku wat lawak y tak disengajakan..
citernya cmni, the first day kelas, kitorang ramai2 lah nak g hea utk amek kad mtrx sementara..
hea tu kat tingkt lapan..so, dgn semngtnya member2 aku tu tekan kat lif, bila bukak je lif tu, diorng msuk smpai penuh lah lif tu ngn diorng je.. aku ngn member pmpuan suma tunggu kt luar nak naik lif lain...tp..
bila diorng msuk lif, suma senyap, pintu lif pun tak tutup2..then, dorng pun keluar dr lif tu dgn muka selamba..
kitorng pun tanya kat dorang nape lah kuar kan..dorng jwb " mana ada nombor lapan dlm lif tu"..
kitorang punya lah lawak gelak..huhu...
rupa-rupanya, ktorang salah lif, sbb cuma dua lif je y ada smpai tingkat lapan tu..hhee...